this has to be the worst week of my life… as far as home life is considered. However, I have been numbing that all away with the massive amount of cards i have been playing. I have only been playing one game, but its the people that i play it with that make it so much fun. Honestly, I could play for hours on end.

In other news…. so much for life saving surgery. I have officially lost my medical insurance. That leaves me with no surgery… and coping with Glaucoma without any help. I also have this awesome sleep apnea machine in my room. Boy is my life sky-rocketing to the stars.

Literally, at night. I have to pray that God just gives me the strength to not kill myself. And it gets tougher and tougher the more i am at home. However, when I’m with my friends, I couldn’t care less about my home living situation. The problem is everything is being amplified by my sister being here and her wedding being on Saturday. I know that it will only get worse as the wedding inches closer. I honestly don’t even want to go. So if you don’t have any plans this July 12th, give me a call. Let’s hang.

Well… I guess about all the time I have for this bitching fest. I’ll come back and vent some more later. I promise.